it's been too long. Life has been going strong for a little while now. I've almost finished all my training for Sal and Mookie's, so that's pretty much awesome. I get my first paycheck tomorrow, and it should be around 100 dollars or so. Gonna spend some money.

Prom was good, dinner was great, and inexpensive, and prom was good, much better than last year, and i after party'd a little bit. Drinking isn't really my scene, so i left at some point.

Lets see, this week not a whole lot has been happening, but i've caught up on school and worked a bunch, and haven't really had a chance to hang out at all. Today was my senior recital, which was exciting, i didn't play my best, but i played alright, and got kudos of all variety.

I don't have all that much to write about. Cami flew out today, that was kinda sad, but i'll see her fairly soon. I don't really know what i'm going to do this summer, cus my parents are probably moving and i have a job and all that. it's confusing. Anyway, i'm going to do nothing

until next time.

Well, conference today was good. I finished the things they carried, which ended kinda abrubtly, and too soon to keep me from getting bored in the two hours between sessions. Saturday i had MMTA, and i think i did alright in that. We'll see though. My last MMTA ever. crazy crazy.

Lets see, other news. I got my report card back and i'm somehow failing government, if i don't pull that up i'm going to have to do summer school, that kinda sucks. We'll see what i can do about that. Also, i think i'm going to ask Roberta to prom, she already has a ticket and it's just handy. I know it hasn't worked out well in the past, but i think this'll be different.

Still no word on the job front, they said they'd call me, hopefully i'll hear about that. I want a job a lot.

hm, it's been some time, lets make some updates:

I'm going to University of Utah, Penn shot me down, which was mildly suprising, MIT did as well, which was not at all suprising, BU is way too expensive, as is BC, although i haven't heard from them yet, and Byu, i dunno, i just don't think that's my type of place. I'm sure i'd have fun there, but i dunno. Anyway, the U will be essentially free, which is a big plus. Anyway, i know where i'm going to college now. How bizarre.

Also, i'm going to prom, albeit stag. There is still some technical possibility of me manning up and asking somebody, but it's a slim one, and would require said somebody to not have a ticket, and still want to go to prom. Anyway, we'll see how that turns out, but don't hold your breath.

Lets see, in other news, my stats grade will go up, that's exciting. Also i turned in an application for a sweet restaurant in fondren that i want to work in and think i have a good chance. I really need a job. The impending doom of Prom is a little scary on top of my already unreasonable debt. It's true it's only like 30 dollars or so, but the fact that i have no income, and that i've almost never been in debt to anyone, is no fun.

Um, that's about all. I'm tired. MMTA tomorrow. Cami comes in next week, prom the week after that, 2 weeks, ap exams, 2 weeks of nothing, graduation. Madness

I just got my acceptance letter from BU, which is pretty rockin. I also checked my financial aid status there, and between loans and grants and scholerships and stuff i'll get $39,000 given to me. The problem is that that still requires me to come up with around $8,000, most for housing, not to mention the fact that around 5 or 6 thousand of the 39 are loans, so i'll have to pay those back eventually.

Hard decisions. I hear from Penn thursday. I'm hoping i'll get in there and have a healthy scholership. I'm really not sure whether i'd rather go to Penn or the U, especially if Penn will cost me more money. Oh well.

Otherwise, life has been going pretty regularly. Prom is coming up, that means more decisions and, more ominously, lots and lots of money. I think i can probably get money for tickets from my savings account, allthough i'm not exactly supposed to do that, i'll have to convince the parentals that my senior prom is worth going into a little bit of debt to myself. I'm applying for jobs next week, so hopefully i'll be able to work a week or two before prom so that i'll have enough money to rent a tux. If worst comes to worst i can wear that weird one i got from mrs. polanski. But hopefully it won't come to that. On top of prom, i'm already in debt $30 to my parents, as well as various little mini debts here and there, plus some christmas/birthday presents i need to buy. Then i need to buy a Wii and some other things, so having a job is pretty important right now. I couldn't go to TMNT yesterday because i really didn't have any money. That was no fun.

In other news, Cami should be coming in soon. I wish i could buy a Wii by then, but it's not going to happen, due to prom. Fun will still be had though. I think that's about all that's going on here. I need to review The Hudsucker Proxy, but i'll do that later tonight i guess.